Reflecting...

At night in my room

Turn off the lights and I'll throw

But before bedtime stop to think;

How was my day,

Where I went wrong,

What I will repeat tomorrow

What I never do ...

When it hits the sadness

Close your eyes and try to cry,

But the tears do not fall

Maybe because I'm not brave enough;

And I was able to certain things that I do NOT want to do,

So I had no reason to let me down ...

I wonder if it has something to justify my life

I'll count the hours,

Hearing footsteps,

I walk almost in despair,

And I end up falling asleep;

But I remember something about it all makes sense

If that actually happened to me,

Something will have to extract it,

Never repeat this mistake,

If you make me suffer so much

Maybe some night

I lie awake and cry;

Make it up to me the other night

When you stop to reflect,

And quiet sleep,

And the other day

All repeat.